Thursday, August 14, 2008

Moving forward



11 days from now, Winton Woods City Schools open their doors for the 2008-09 school year. 9 days after that, Katie will move back to Wright State University. I won't pretend I'm not anxious...Then I just have to ponder all that Katie and I have been through in the past 20 years and I begin to get my thoughts around the event in a better frame of mind. The heartache of this tragic accident has been almost unbearable. I was able to have a pretty good cry yesterday and I don't have to keep my eyes closed the whole time I'm in the van traveling in traffic to doctor's appts. Because I can use my left arm more now (for so much more than picking my nose!) I can take my brace off and on by myself. I know everyday will continue to bring strength and independence. I know I will deal with Katie going back to school and she will be strong to continue her studies. I hold onto past experience to make these steps forward. The sycamore tree pictured here is where my Mom was laid out 24 years ago in Spring Grove Cemetery. It was hundreds of years old and was finally lost to disease. They planted a new tree but that little sapling just doesn't give the same comfort as the grand old tree did. Years of living, learning and growing brings strength. That old cliche: Whatever doesn't kill you, makes you stronger, literally means a lot to me now. I remain overwhelmed with your love and care. Peace for today! Dona Sue

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